"Opportunities to find deeper powers within ourselves come when life seems most challenging. "
The picture explains it all, if I could just clone myself to get all things done, all at the same time.
Another blog post minus all the photo shoots, clothes, make- up and accessories.
This week was a very stressful week. And the best part?I survived!In a week time, my Sophomore days are over. I'm going to third year! I'm excited, still I have to admit, I'm scared of the challenges I'm going to face. You see, again, I committed myself in a big responsibility this coming school year. Yes, I was elected as CFAD Student Council's new Vice President-Internal. At first, I was like, really?whhhaaat?. It took me a long time for that thought to sink in. But I realized, I CHOSE THIS, I'LL GET THROUGH THIS.
Of course, I can't get rid of my worrying thoughts and my What Ifs once again. I guess it's starting. Yesterday, I had two meetings and because of that, I wasn't able to bond with my friends during our free time. Actually, I envy them for having more free times. But still, I CHOSE THIS, I'LL GET THROUGH THIS. After my meetings yesterday, I went straight to them and we went to the Kaida Contemporary Gallery to set up for our exhibit launching this Sunday. I was happy because, still I was able to bond with my block mates and get things done for our exhibit. We finished by 8p.m. I had fun. Then I realized, I can multi task.During our meeting yesterday, I was informed about the awardees of the CFAD graduation on the 29th.I salute to them and to all the other graduates. At that moment, I began living another dream, I want to be an awardee the time I graduate. I wan't my parents to go up the stage and make them realize that everything was worth it. With everything in line for me to do, I began asking HOW.
This coming Friday, our class have this outing to celebrate because plates are over. I think I can't come with them because I have duties by Friday night for the Bacc. mass for the graduates. Wow, I realized, I'm missing out. I don't know if they're going to move the dates but I don't want to spoil everyone's excitement so, it's okay if they'll push through with the original plan. Again, I CHOSE THIS, I'LL GET THROUGH THIS. I'll just "bawi" when everything's done.I expect more of these soon. But of course, I know these things would happen. These are the consequences of my decision. I don't regret it. I can't. I'll stick with this 'til the end. I'm just starting with this new task, a year-long task. Of course, I do know I can multi task. This is what I'm good at, and this time I'll make sure I'll do better.
I would like to thank everyone for believing and electing me as their new VP. I promise I'll do better. We'll do better. I'm ready for all the consequences I'm going to face and all the sacrifices I'm going to make. All I have to do right now is to get up there and do everything to get all things back and make it better.
"We choose to go not because it is easy, but because it is hard, because that goal will serve to measure and organize the best of our energies and skills, because that challenges is one that we are willing to accept, one we are unwilling to postpone, and one which we intend to win."
*p.s. sorry for this stressful blog post, I can't keep it in. If I could just shout it out loud, but I figured, I'll just write it down :P
XOXO,
Nicole
